52. Esther, the Jewish heroine

Greetings in the wild beautiful Texas, shalom and joy follow you there gentlemen.

I asked someone to suggest me a topic before typing this letter. Might say it was selfish reason I allowed to inflect me to ask so, I admit that. I was about to enter a day that I knew would cause mind to wander into painful areas from a time before this very moment.

As human beings we are not promised everything to be easy

All are we here in a special errand
All have we entered this planet in different places
All do we have different baggage in our backpack

In times I think what it is like to be a queen

Just think, living in this merry go round not with the father and mother that gave her birth – the queen, born into a family without royalty, she was brought to the palace

Brought to the palace a queen to be

Just imagine, a girl brought to the palace and she had to succeed among people she know not, new customers, perhaps verbal expression has to change too

Change in behave, language yes in attitude that is what we as human beings finds most hard to do

And then in midst of this the beautiful queen has to choose her reason to die

Entering the king’s court, which were as risky and dependable to the mood of her husband

Stay away from that risk, choose silence and die with her people

She did not run out screaming confusion
She knew she had to be strong

“Let´s unite in fast and I will go to the King”

That day, that year in the palace, the queen entered the court, and the king welcomed his queen, he wanted to hear what was on the heart of the queen

Was a queen, a woman well wandering in wisdom
Shows no nervousness at all, her life, the life of her kinsmen

And she invites her king and the one that claimed the death of her people to dine with her

Imagine sitting there eating
Eating as queen
Converse as a queen

Once
Twice

Smiling in attitude requires smiling heart, she were strong and in good courage, she rested peacefully in a powerful confident knowledge about what was happening, was just something for her very best

Someone yearned to rule over life and death
Obvious that one neglected the fact that only one rules – and that for sure is not human race

The king do not tolerate anyone to dominate the queen of his

Wickedness will not be tolerated, the enemy died in a way he had in mind for the one that would not bow down to him

A decree was written, a word from the king were not to be withdrawn

It was written and sealed
The word that was concerned the kinsman of the queen – the king is not a king that changes mind

At this point of time one has to remember what the heck began the misery

Someone transgressed the king´s commandment

Deeds influence on the individual, family, neighbors, friends, society yes entire world

Deeds done are not to be undone

All I can do is to depend on the mercy of the King
That the King will allow another decree to be written, that I would be forgiven

In a powerful sense of knowledge I will rest in what I did in my past – he – my King changing it all to my very best

Est 9:29 Then Esther the queen, the daughter of Abihail, and Mordecai the Jew, wrote with all authority, to confirm this second letter of Purim.

Est 9:30 And he sent the letters unto all the Jews, to the hundred twenty and seven provinces of the kingdom of Ahasuerus, with words of peace and truth,

Est 9:31 To confirm these days of Purim in their times appointed, according as Mordecai the Jew and Esther the queen had enjoined them, and as they had decreed for themselves and for their seed, the matters of the fastings and their cry.

Est 9:32 And the decree of Esther confirmed these matters of Purim; and it was written in the book.

Obvious I had something from my past I had to deal with gentlemen. As I type this our almighty allowed me the understanding in exactly HOW I would be able to deal with this bothering area in the deepest inner deep of my being. Old scares I had allowed myself to bother me in way to long time.

As I am typing these last words I am in eager to enter the area I was shown. as I dive deeper into the holy Torah I am even more amazed – the beauty, the perfection everything is created – and gentlemen it is only reviled because one are searching truth.

Shalom from
A Lone
But never alone