A letter, a word of love

“However, when a person couldn’t care less about his security or finding a place to relax, or about being rewarded in this world or the world to come; when he wants only one thing – to discover the truth – he then discovers the wisdom of Kabbalah. Such a person has sought after all desires and revealed their emptiness. He neglects them because they are based on compromising with his consciousness, “sweeping things under the table” so to speak, and they make him ignore the painful inner questions. The desire to discover the truth makes him incapable of lying to himself, and ready for anything as long as it leads to the truth. The point in the heart is speaking within such a person, and not his earthly desires, his heart.”

I found my way into the heart of Torah.

Torah is a Kabbalah book.

Whether it is discomfort of the reader or the people listening – or both, I should not know.

A person who has studied Kabbalah does not have a heart to create discomfort.

And in that way this letter is to be posted on my blog, I will take no steps towards mailing these words.

I was born in the Christian mind pattern; I have traveled a distance of light year. Picked and removed leave by leave what was not of Torah, I came out of the religion of the Roman Empire.

Torah my love my way my life ~ Torah is the Spiritual walk of a human being, I am such a person.

Kabbalah is nothing about belief; it is a way of mapping energy in the entire beautiful
Universe.

Powerful Mighty Beautiful Universe – that only responds on each of my actions, that might be thoughts, that might be deeds, but always for each action there is a reaction.

One gets to know and understand human beings very well in the study of Kabbalah, one gets to know and understand one self and, why human beings behave as they do. Also do I understand what brought me to this point of time – for this I am grateful.

“Lone, let me express our gratitude for your friendship. The men in our prison ministry enjoyed getting your letters. But, as they became to more express kabala than the Bible, we were not comfortable sharing them. I understand that we each have our own religious walk, and it's OK to be different as long as we are on the same path. It just seems that we have different paths now.”

Such was the words that brought me to the understanding. My thought of once to visit the prison named Jordan Unit will never be.

Love and respect

I am reaching after Gan Eden.

Lone 

Opportunity 2 Smile

SHIT!! Accidently, what did I do, security program in computer is changed from one into another – now!!! Oi please inform me :D if you can hear husband when he realizes that – oh my – no need ask her what the heck happened – poor thing – huge smile – by now it seems he knows his wife!!

Okey!!! Push this push that, what does it mean and what happens then!!!

HRRMMMPPFF :P

Beautiful day, beautiful Texas, howdee beautiful friends ~ .

I´ll tell you, day began very nice here. At work I was going to this lady, gentle and sweet, you can´t even imagine. I knew her from earlier. And also did I know she used to have a penchant for knitting socks!

But as you all know by now, mostly it is fragile people, and most reached a certain age, and therefore I was not as convinced whether there has been a change in this or not.

Oh she was knitting all right as I came. And you bet I was soon to ask if she would like to knit some for husband – she agreed and told me it was fine if I brought her the yarn she needed for this. Yo husband so loves wearing her socks.

Nothing much else she can do, so she appreciates orders now and then.

But then – the next person I was to visit was nearby this lady……

A nice place, and as I knocked the door, entering the house, a woman asked me get into the room where she were. Oh my – a house with lots and lots of doors! You know how I am in situations around a computer – now doors almost hundred I think!! Well exaggeration promotes understanding!

She came to my rescue, smiling!

I was to help her husband and together we walked to the bedroom, as she explained he still were to be found snoring mood! And as the wife told I had arrived – he sat up in bed, and he said ”I am coming up, I don’t want you and me in bedroom, oh no”

His wife standing beside me smiling

Gentlemen such a day such a visit with such a tone ~ nice and full of laughter, this is scattered beyond imagination. 

During the time I was in house, this was the tone, I would so sincere had liked if I was able to really express how much smile and laughter such a visit can bring forth.

Then I had to go!! And I saw a door out from the kitchen – Huge, huge smiley me ~ “Please, can I leave this way”?

Dear friends, maybe you find it a kind of odd that I paint this part of my day for you.

The reason is simply, through the time I have studied Torah I came to understand the importance of smile and laughter for mankind!

For instance, there is a certain lady that needs our assistance. She is very negative in her tone, her words in about everything that happens.

I came to her home several times lately, and this day I can’t help to compare a visit in her home and this particular visit this day.

Then it hit me. But she is just a lonely misunderstood lady, that never came to understand the importance of positivity, respect, forgive and forgiveness. And during time everything has just developed into a – habit.

And I saw some wise words: "A habit - is just a condition that you are better off without"   

If we look into Bible we can also understand we are not to allow anyone or anything to be our master.

There is always a good reason to break a habit!

Now let´s see if I can break the habit in treatment of computer here!

I am sooo glad that nobody ever promised husband an easy time being husband!

LoL – I have to go, husband returned home and…….tip tap toe shh dear husband now I will tell you a secret!!

Sincere from heart – to you I wish the best, Shabbat Shalom friends.

Fractal Lone

Ps. Smile folks.