Sensitive Goofy Greetings

Saw in my pocket – nothing there

Looked to the left – same –and I looked to the right
I looked up, and down, ya even under me feet – nothing!!
Looked forward, gave it a good glance, ya even out horizon – NOTHING AT ALL!!

Aha wisdom on board, for sure, of cause it is it is behind me. I looked back and I saw nothing

Time passes by

But where exactly is it, it passes to??

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Greetings gentlemen in the most beautiful (smiles and adds wild) Texas, huge smile from the deepest of my heart, be your Shabbat in pure joy and shalom, let it spread from within and into each corner of your hearts.

And it will go on to each corner in each heart there.

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‎"Sometimes the very thing that can give us the most satisfaction - the key unlocking the doorway to our selves - is the very thing we deny most. It is the door we most fear opening. So we keep the key far out of sight to prevent it from reminding us that there's even a door to be unlocked. We design our lives and busy ourselves from dawn to dusk with activities that rob us of the time to soberly take up the meaning of life and what we need to do to make it truly meaningful."
What key?

That is formulary copy and paste words from the book of many faces …..

As reading it, I was very much aware that mind would begin traveling. Ah might be in mysterious ways ….better go equip myself with a coffee!!

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Sigh

Huge sigh
Tremendously huge sigh

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I reached the coffee

Drank it, yes really enjoyed it – each drop!!
 

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That was the spot of time when phone disturbed silence!!

Bumping/ running – gottagogo fast, phone calling twice and then finished – and as Viking here expected husband to call - Said a word which almost sounded like a belching sound......hey was important for me to reach husband you know!!

 

Be strong folks because --à SHIT she goes (no no go get sensitive gentlemen – OK!…is a common word for Danish people to use)

What is I hear

Words through telephone sounded English

 

Please imagine jaw dropping Goofy –poof – loosing air totally

 

No husband I know of would use the English language – and for sure not at all in the phone!!

 

Hey from point 1 – Danish reading mind – Danish expecting Danish words!!

And then find the button in mind which jumps between languages ---

“Please can I ask you to repeat what you just said”?

.....Found it gentlemen!

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Recognized a word, the name on a book publishing company

Asking if I were about to finish the book I began at…….and a day was mentioned

 

Then we could run through the goofy dropping jaw with the S word and a sigh even …

 

“Please can I ask you to repeat that last part again”

…..”love letters”

Slightly memory began buzzing around

And I remembered that evening I by accident –at that time I still imagined that in this Universe something happened by chance!!

Hesitating Viking in glance!!

“Can I please ask you to post me a mail”? - Hoping that I did not have to spell my mail – not sure I can remember to pronounce each letter just like that!

No problem

Sigh love letters to Texas – how did someone get that – not fair, sigh, because I do not have the slightest idea in how the heck the letters I type to you folks became love letters !!

 

But I remember the why

Was a little dream
I had a thought

Just think – if the letters would become book and each (HMMM smiles) hotel in the USA ……

As typing here pain is traveling through heart, and I recon friends

It is love letters – because I love the Almighty Creator, the Creator gave me a heart of a poet, the Almighty powerful Creator that brought me the opportunity – that allowed me to type these words in this letter – my love my life my everything

 

Goofy greetings – this shalom day of wonder – Shabbat Shalom

From a dreamer

Lone

p.s…...

 

But my coffee became cold, and my thoughts faded into the land of dreaming….

 

conversation a convertion

 

Blue all over chill blue – small dots of curly fluffy white is the robe sky appears in this day of beauty – robe of beauty, dressed just as if ready to celebrate the appearance of the next season – which is spring – oh spring, spring please do spring forth.

 

Good day in the most beautiful rare wild Texas, huge smile I sure hope you all are fine there. Bee gentle Texas treats all here in a way that suit – HIS children in the best possible manner. Shalom gentlemen, these typos are not centered in Texas, smiles. But all focused in the heart of Israel. And here, folks even love as they are though can Denmark nor Texas be compared – smiles

 

At the time I began the walk in the desire to know our Almighty Creator I was given a huge overwhelming joy against people - all people.

 

And yearning desire, burning feeling, pain as if heart were about torn into pieces, I just wanted to go Israel.

 

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At the time I began to know about our Beloved Mighty One, things were different. Extremely totally different gentlemen, I would say, you can´t imagine.

 

Everything was a mess. Husband, his health, kids, and I was spiritual in such a stormy mess that you would had been shocked if you were able to look and see a glimpse of my soul at this time, and  house, out site house, oh boy, and economy did not at all express an opportunity like traveling Israel folks.

 

People messing up

The Almighty heals

 

Step by step

Bit by bit

 

In HIS time

In HIS way

 

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Suddenly it was take off heading for Israel folks

 

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Did you know the understanding of Israel is: “Direct to our Almighty “?

 

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I know that I told earlier that I was not Jewish. There was a period of time I considered this for an option for me though.

 

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Just think, breathing air standing at Israeli soil…

Oh my, such a pain – all I wanted was to stay and never ever return Denmark.

 

Gentle perfect air, softness is spreading slowly in lungs. Oi gentlemen I feel the pain as I am dragging fort the beauty of the experience, that country that time, almost a lifetime ago, but yet again so few years. Evenings, even the darkness appeared in a soft tone and it was as if it embraced me with its warmth.

 

I told husband first day – sorry evening, we arrived evening, I told him: “never leaving this place never returning Denmark”

 

At any given option I returned this line.

 

Husband said “rubbish, of cause you want to go again”

 

“Nope!! You go home alone – I stay”

“What about the kids” he asked

Oh boy what a question but steady we go

“Tell them hello, I will post a card”

 

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I had a curious experience in Israel.

Days were during Succoth. A huge parade was walking through a part of Jerusalem. And people were standing along the path – different countries were represented each with a group of people, carrying the flag to show their nationality, some were dancing, some singing, it was a colorful expression for us.

 

Behind us some people were rebuilding a house.

Well it seemed.

Suddenly I notice, right across the road another house seemed to be paraphrased into another appearance.

 

Odd

 

This day

This country

All those people

 

Odd indeed

 

Husband told me that he was not sure exactly what kind of reparation/rebuilding they were doing, not the one behind us, nor the crew at the opposite position. I don’t remember exactly why he concluded this, but might have been something about the tools and gismos they were carrying or maybe it was the tools they did not carry…..but cell phones they got

 

We had a little talk into this topic  

And we became busy into the parade.

 

Suddenly a girl stood in front of me

Very beautiful girl, we were just about the same height.   

 

She asked me this

“Please can you tell me what all this is about?”

 

And her hand points in the direction of the colorful parade.

 

I am not that secure in my spoken English at that time as, and I am not that sure in what I told her – but I remember her face, I remember her eyes, I remember her mimic very well.

 

Odd

 

She were looking me deep in my eyes, almost concentrated

Parade were a bit noisy now and then

But not that noisy

It was easy to communicate for us.

 

Odd

 

No one can visit Israel during Succoth and not have the slightest idea of what exactly is going on there. At least know it is a holy land deep in their traditions……….

 

She told me she did not have a clue about this.

 

All I can think is

 

Odd – and the experience were saved in heart.

 

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I had to return Denmark!

 

Dark

Cold

Hostile

Filthy

 

Hauptbahnhof seemed rather unsympathetic ups even that little likable that a German word sneaked inhere - main train station in Copenhagen (oh Troy life is not promised easy – huge smile and a bon appétit with the German word)

 

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It was at that time I began wondering

Maybe it is about time to convert into Judaism!!

You see I found out if I wanted to live in the Holy land Israel, it was required I did exactly that!

 

Due time that idea faded out of horizon of mind gentlemen.

 

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Time passed and husband began Torah study. In a way Christianity and Christian people disappointed him a bit as he came to know Torah more.

 

Lately he said: “I am thinking to convert into Judaism”

 

Silent wife!!

Hesitating wife even!!

 

Serious??!!??

 

He told me yes.

 

A scripture came to mind

 

Gen 2:24 Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh.

 

AND another scripture as well

 

Gen 3:16  Unto the woman he said, I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception; in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children; and thy desire shall be to thy husband, and he shall rule over thee.

 

Suddenly a question were written in rather huge invisible letters

 

“What would you suggest the wife then”?

 

“AAH of cause she will follow” he replayed

 

Hmmm

Hmmmmm

 

Can you my friends come up with a idea to this Viking? Not often imagination is totally blank as it is at this point of time.

 

Gentlemen from the deepest of heart

I wish you all a joyous peaceful Shabbat

Shabbat Shalom

 

Says someone that just trusting our Creator

Lone

Peace is a matter of internal affairs between me and myself – that's a fact of global character. Yesterday leaving - Draging forth the area of today.

Shalom gentlemen in the most beautiful wild, wild Texas. Day of joy and shalom this Shabbat my hope my desire Shabbat Shalom from above to you all dear friends, may I call you that?

 

Pro 27:17 Iron sharpeneth iron; so a man sharpeneth the countenance of his friend.

 

What is a friend?

And what is not

 

Luk 6:37 Judge not, and ye shall not be judged: condemn not, and ye shall not be condemned: forgive, and ye shall be forgiven:

 

That makes the entire human race my friend

And I´d say who else besides me can then be my enemy but me

 

Luk 6:38 Give, and it shall be given unto you; good measure, pressed down, and shaken together, and running over, shall men give into your bosom. For with the same measure that ye mete withal it shall be measured to you again.

 

What I add into the world

The world will return to me

 

Today I hear the whisper of the wind of what I gave yesterday

 

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Glittering facets

 

As if the entire world is a huge kaleidoscope

Round and round it goes

Glittering facets

 

What can I see?

What can I not?

 

Glittery, glittery what I observe is in me preserved

Glittery, glittery I notice and sees wondering what in the world can I change

Glittery, glittery all I can do is this; nothing but me can I change

 

World wrapped in wonders spinning in words of wisdom would I be brave enough to dare try change the change needy

 

Deut 31:6 be strong and of a good courage, fear not, nor be afraid of them: for the LORD thy God, he it is that doth go with thee; he will not fail thee, nor forsake thee.

 

Glittery, glittery what might be a hindrance?

 

Mar 14:38 Watch ye and pray, lest ye enter into temptation. The spirit truly is ready, but the flesh is weak.

 

Glittering returning to the enemy of the world glittery me what can I see?

 

Deu 6:5  And thou shalt love the LORD thy God with all

thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might.

 

Mat 22:37 Jesus said unto him, Thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.

 

Lev 19:18Thou shalt not avenge, nor bear any grudge

against the children of thy people, but thou shalt love thy

neighbour as thyself: I am the LORD. 

 

Mat 22:39And the second is like unto it, Thou shalt love

thy neighbour as thyself.

 

Is what I can do

And from my past I hear the wisdom grandiose

 

“When it is according Bible, it is always deeper“

 

And I will leave it to you to dive deep in the beauty of Torah

Breath HIS essence – rest in HIS power and might

 

Shalom

Shabbat Shalom

 

Just Lone

Ladder Letter - Letter Latter

Greetings gentlemen

 

My thoughts travel to you in the beauty of Texas. Smiles; as they do now and then during week.

Wondering what you are doing, what are your options there – pretty much I am in no condition to imagine – no matter just how frisky traveling mind traveling I am able – this one, gentlemen is beyond my abilities. As you are in Torah study you are gathered, I am glad you are allowed this, I am glad you use this opportunity. This is a important blessing you got there I think you all value this in a great manner.

 

As traveling Torah under my feet in my every day I notice the degree people desires to know about spirituality ……….

 

Made me type typos of today here, but also made me decide it is about time I practice the gift of silence ……….

 

VIKING SHUT UP

 

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Is it man that makes the country?

Or

Is it country that makes man?

Or

Is it a mutual responsibility?

                                                                                                                                    

How many people does it take to change environment?

How many people does it take to change country?

How many people does it take to change the entire spinning globe?

 

What can I do?

What can you do?

What can we do?

                                                                                                                                                       

Do I want to serve the Mighty Creator?

Do I want to do HIS WILL?

 

Or do I want to serve me and myself in doing my will – after all me and myself is a huge and overwhelming matter of importance

 

For me and myself                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                           

Did the world diminish in a way I can´t see anything else but

My pretty little nose

                                                                                   

Gen 28:12 And he dreamed, and behold a ladder set up on

the earth, and the top of it reached to heaven: and behold

the angels of God ascending and descending on it.

 

Gen 28:13 And, behold, the LORD stood above it, and said, I am the LORD God of Abraham thy father, and the God of Isaac: the land whereon thou liest, to thee will I give it, and to thy seed;

 

Gen 28:14 And thy seed shall be as the dust of the earth, and thou shalt spread abroad to the west, and to the east, and to the north, and to the south: and in thee and in thy seed shall all the families of the earth be blessed.

                                                                                                                                                       

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What can I do?

What can I change?

 

My thoughts

My attitude

My behavior

My words

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What I do inflect

Environment

Country

Entire world                                   

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Do I want to climb the latter?

Smiles

Do you?

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Gentlemen your day be joyous and all in shalom.

Shabbat Shalom

 

Says a silent Viking

Named lone