Letters




Words lined up in a row, indented to certain people of importance in Texas, and now you can read as well




onsdag den 12. november 2014

A letter, a word of love








“However, when a person couldn’t care less about his security or finding a place to relax, or about being rewarded in this world or the world to come; when he wants only one thing – to discover the truth – he then discovers the wisdom of Kabbalah. Such a person has sought after all desires and revealed their emptiness. He neglects them because they are based on compromising with his consciousness, “sweeping things under the table” so to speak, and they make him ignore the painful inner questions. The desire to discover the truth makes him incapable of lying to himself, and ready for anything as long as it leads to the truth. The point in the heart is speaking within such a person, and not his earthly desires, his heart.”










I found my way into the heart of Torah.
Torah is a Kabbalah book.



Whether it is discomfort of the reader or the people listening – or both, I should not know.



A person who has studied Kabbalah does not have a heart to create discomfort.



And in that way this letter is to be posted on my blog, I will take no steps towards mailing these words.



I was born in the Christian mind pattern; I have traveled a distance of light year. Picked and removed leave by leave what was not of Torah, I came out of the religion of the Roman Empire.



Torah my love my way my life ~ Torah is the Spiritual walk of a human being, I am such a person.



Kabbalah is nothing about belief; it is a way of mapping energy in the entire beautiful
Universe.

Powerful Mighty Beautiful Universe – that only responds on each of my actions, that might be thoughts, that might be deeds, but always for each action there is a reaction.


One gets to know and understand human beings very well in the study of Kabbalah, one gets to know and understand one self and, why human beings behave as they do. Also do I understand what brought me to this point of time – for this I am grateful.







“Lone, let me express our gratitude for your friendship. The men in our prison ministry enjoyed getting your letters. But, as they became to more express kabala than the Bible, we were not comfortable sharing them. I understand that we each have our own religious walk, and it's OK to be different as long as we are on the same path. It just seems that we have different paths now.


Such was the words that brought me to the understanding. My thought of once to visit the prison named Jordan Unit will never be.



Love and respect







I am reaching after Gan Eden.

Lone 

fredag den 7. november 2014

Opportunity 2 Smile




SHIT!! Accidently, what did I do, security program in computer is changed from one into another – now!!! Oi please inform me :D if you can hear husband when he realizes that – oh my – no need ask her what the heck happened – poor thing – huge smile – by now it seems he knows his wife!!





Okey!!! Push this push that, what does it mean and what happens then!!!

HRRMMMPPFF :P


Beautiful day, beautiful Texas, howdee beautiful friends ~ .


I´ll tell you, day began very nice here. At work I was going to this lady, gentle and sweet, you can´t even imagine. I knew her from earlier. And also did I know she used to have a penchant for knitting socks!


But as you all know by now, mostly it is fragile people, and most reached a certain age, and therefore I was not as convinced whether there has been a change in this or not.


Oh she was knitting all right as I came. And you bet I was soon to ask if she would like to knit some for husband – she agreed and told me it was fine if I brought her the yarn she needed for this. Yo husband so loves wearing her socks.


Nothing much else she can do, so she appreciates orders now and then.

But then – the next person I was to visit was nearby this lady……


A nice place, and as I knocked the door, entering the house, a woman asked me get into the room where she were. Oh my – a house with lots and lots of doors! You know how I am in situations around a computer – now doors almost hundred I think!! Well exaggeration promotes understanding!


She came to my rescue, smiling!


I was to help her husband and together we walked to the bedroom, as she explained he still were to be found snoring mood! And as the wife told I had arrived – he sat up in bed, and he said ”I am coming up, I don’t want you and me in bedroom, oh no”

His wife standing beside me smiling


Gentlemen such a day such a visit with such a tone ~ nice and full of laughter, this is scattered beyond imagination. 


During the time I was in house, this was the tone, I would so sincere had liked if I was able to really express how much smile and laughter such a visit can bring forth.


Then I had to go!! And I saw a door out from the kitchen – Huge, huge smiley me ~ “Please, can I leave this way”?


Dear friends, maybe you find it a kind of odd that I paint this part of my day for you.


The reason is simply, through the time I have studied Torah I came to understand the importance of smile and laughter for mankind!


For instance, there is a certain lady that needs our assistance. She is very negative in her tone, her words in about everything that happens.


I came to her home several times lately, and this day I can’t help to compare a visit in her home and this particular visit this day.


Then it hit me. But she is just a lonely misunderstood lady, that never came to understand the importance of positivity, respect, forgive and forgiveness. And during time everything has just developed into a – habit.


And I saw some wise words: "A habit - is just a condition that you are better off without"   


If we look into Bible we can also understand we are not to allow anyone or anything to be our master.


There is always a good reason to break a habit!
Now let´s see if I can break the habit in treatment of computer here!


I am sooo glad that nobody ever promised husband an easy time being husband!


LoL – I have to go, husband returned home and…….tip tap toe shh dear husband now I will tell you a secret!!


Sincere from heart – to you I wish the best, Shabbat Shalom friends.


Fractal Lone


Ps. Smile folks.

fredag den 31. oktober 2014

Dance With the Light!















Good day Texas painted in beauty, wondering did you get any snow yet ~ huge smile, having a hard time here to keep informed in situation and forecast here!!


Today words are typed in dusty rain. Marry rainy day folks!


This morning I was up very early. So early I had the opportunity for a stroll for Aslan and I. you see I was so blessed to be transferred to my former walk – I think you remember it was evening work in a house meant for people diagnosed with dementia – during that time you bet my mornings were rather late! But last week – YEEHAAW - I was back – little longer in transport – but wow I missed my mornings listening to the birds morning serenade. UHMM I am so looking forward for summer to enter and this will be reality!


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Hm – do you think it is too early to miss summer?

Naa – summer is a beauty, she can handle it and she likes to be missed - period!

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It is nice to visit people I missed. But as it is fragile people and they reached a certain age, some is not among us anymore. This evening I will embrace a flourishing smile in gratitude that I was granted the honor to get to know them. ‘



One lady did not remember my name. She tried to ask some questions so she could guess who I was.


You see, this was a lady I visited during my scarf period, she was a joker, very mildly and easy with laughter – and I teased her a bit. “Do you live in..?”  And she mentioned villages in turn.


Some time and I told her where I lived and: “Last time I visited you, I was veering a scarf”


Aha Lone! Friends you bet we had a good laugh.


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As I returned home today gentlemen, I saw Aslan standing in the window, tale was greeting me a warm welcome. AND as I am typing me typos to you – of course he is farts under my chair, ya and snoring as well!

This Shabbat I am to work – YaY – I am grateful this Friday evening I am able to light a candle and send a thought and a smile to all of you friends.


What is it I miss here? Ahh yes here it is:


The Wheel of Change Always Turns in the Direction of What I Put Into My Mind
(not that I typed those words before!!!!)


Shabbat Shalom to you great folks.



Fractal Lone 



fredag den 24. oktober 2014

A simple person, standing on a ladder





An autumn salute to Texas, on wings of love, resting on the winds of peace, a word of gladness to respected friends – to you from me a smile is send.








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It is weird, this …. And am about to give it a try, I mean I will try to explain as well as possible this.

Hmm I think I need a cup of coffee to clear head, so I can figure out WHERE to begin…. l_l> salute!

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Ya I got me coffee gents! But then this happened!

Someone told me: “Now and then you claim NOT to be a Christian, what are you then and can you describe a Christian?”

And gents, the topic has changed!

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And I expressed something like this:

“I made a promise…to look up and live truth”


I am born and based in Christianity, from that point I began my voyage. I sniffed the area of different churches, one at the time, and left again, one at the time.


I came to a point – a very wise person thought me to ask Torah a question – AND – to find the answer Torah expresses.

Not to add
Not to subtract
Not to assume
Not to presume

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Still I got one foot in the church of Christianity – the church that is most common in Denmark and also receiving state subsidies.


I went to the priest living nearby, gave him a magazine with an article that described a situation of a certain person.


I do not recall the details, but it was a father in a bad situation.

I asked the pastor: “What can the church do in such a situation?”

His answer was: “Church can do nothing!”


This was not what I was reading in the Bible!

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I left him, and as I entered home I made the arrangement in leaving church.

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I learned and I found, I do not belong amongst the people that call themselves Christian – that indeed must be very much equal – I am not a Christian!

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Also I expressed as I would suggest you to do as well: “If you would like a definition of what is a Christian, so you better go and ask some that likes to call themselves “A Christian”

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That indeed do not defined what I would like to present myself as!
I am a vessel with the purpose of transporting a soul from one point to another, and dressed in a human body!



A fractal trotting the treadmill, resting in eternity – a link between future and past!


And the privilege to know you has been granted me.


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Pretty soon the wonders of Shabbat enter the sphere of this week. Got some stuff to take care of before this. AND suddenly husband and dog returns – AND the day is really really really autumn, furthermore they are visiting a place with lots of mud, dirt and pebbles – and I was the one promising to cleanse dog with water hose afterwards!

Hm that gave me a bright idea, that water hose might … – huge grin -  what if that accidently came to hit husband……….. :P


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Now I am about entering the point to get hold of another l_l>

And doing that gentlemen, I will lift up my mug with a hopeful and  joyous heart and greet all of you a peaceful Shabbat .



Shabbat Shalom


Lone



fredag den 17. oktober 2014

Pit Pyt




Whirling, whirling round the globe, trot, jog, run the walk – spin the hug and merry go round, round and round trot the trotter in the tread mill go round.


Greetings gorgeous Texas (or is it a typos and it should have said: Greetings gorgeous Texans??)


Huge smile hei friends!


Trust what happens in the moment is from up high and for me the best that can happen.


That is something I had to chew a sometime.


To find the best in the moment whatever happens.


Gen 1:31  And God saw everything that he had made, and,
behold, it was very good. And the evening and the morning were 
the sixthday.


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If Joseph did not:


Gen 37:24  And they took him, and cast him into a pit: and the pit was empty, there was no water in it.


Then he was not come to:



Gen 41:41  And Pharaoh said unto Joseph, See, I have set thee over all the land of Egypt.



It was for the best!
It was for the VERY best.
For him for a for Egypt and Israel


The survival of Israel

But in due time I saw it:


Gen 45:5  Now therefore be not grieved, nor angry with yourselves, that ye sold me hither: for God did send me before you to preserve life.


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Not sure about you gentlemen, but my imagination tells me that not until that moment did Joseph know this as a fact.


I mean, he was cast into a pit with no water, my question is then, how many snakes and scorpions were there instead!!

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Takes time to understand stuff – gentlemen don't you agree in this?

Then there are a couple of things to remember here.

One – through internet one can find the most extraordinary – huge innocent smile – experiments.

Two – someone is in such degree into experiments, you have no ideas. But family is not suffering in silence when she is using her whip!!


Someone made a mistake and throw a post in the book of many faces with: “homemade toothpaste”

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For some time I have been thinking such a thing would be nice, and now it was just dumping into my computer.


Husband is absolutely not into new things. And he likes his toothpaste as it is!!


And the wife poked a bit with a word, a line or so!
And husband very well knowing if he was into habits, then sun is even more, goes something like this:


“Okay, if the son tries toothpaste than I will do the same”


PEEEEW that was the only thing: that absolutely should have remained unspoken.


Such a line, gentlemen can be told in many ways. And if one add a flavor of the very most correct tone in voice.


Poor husband was involuntarily committed for this experiment.


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That was yesterday, and I think he might have liked it, or maybe even enjoined it because – huge smile – no screaming in house. Sigh as if he should – I mean, I did not cast him into a pit!!

Hmm maybe I should make the toothpaste into an export product….
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Folks Shabbat is around. Gentlemen let´s enjoy Shabbat and allow Shabbat to enter our hearts, and it can run through all our veins.


Shabbat Shalom
Greetings from a fractal
Resting in eternity
Busy treading the mill

With joy


P. S. headline goes like:” Pit Pyt” Pyt is something we use in Denmar like in never mind

onsdag den 8. oktober 2014

"Imagine"


"There are free men with the spirit of a slave, and slaves whose spirit is full of freedom. He who is true to his inner self is a free man, while he whose entire life is merely a stage for what is good and beautiful in the eyes of others, is a slave.”



~ Rabbi Abraham Isaac Kook ~



This day gentlemen, these ´words entered the blog spot free freedom 2 find. Right under the candle and above it is written “Shine the light friends”





JOHN LENNON LYRICS



"Imagine"

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today...

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world...

You may say I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope someday you'll join us
And the world will live as one






Gentlemen we live on the planet of hope and imagine.
You and me, all of us we are privileged creatures – we are ALWAYS given the desire of our hearts.


Let’s stand the platform of hope and use imagination to build op a world living in a united harmony with a readiness to help each other.


How can I do that you may ask?

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To say you believe in something, or are wise in certain things, and do not live it, means you are dishonest ~ Gandhi ~

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Friends we live on the planet of hope and imagination – and I know if I am trustworthy and honest then it will spread like rings when one dumps a stone in water – folks this is a fact!



Now and then, here and there my thoughts are traveling to you all. Did you know the effect of a thought is to be compared with the dumping stone technique?



MY words, spoken or written - folks the ALMIGHTY CREATOR made nothing in vain!


Bricks of buildings stone I as a human being are granted to use in the moment. You bet friend, I became rather sensitive in what exactly I would allow pass through the mist in mind.


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What I think, I create
What I feel, I attract
What I imagine, I become

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Jeg ønsker jer alle en fredfyldt festival. Chag Sameach Sukkot.


Fractal Lone

fredag den 3. oktober 2014

What I think, I create What I feel, I attract What I imagine, I become






Time is only a change of perspective and consciousness, as the treadmill is revolving into paradise.


There is a breeze of gentle and eloquent circling around. From above downwards there are beams of warmth, rays of pleasant, light of hope all sliding towards us to.


Granted to ponder and wonder
Souls to speculate here and yonder
Adam & Madam be firm, obtain or flounder


Free to embrace
Free to enjoy
Free to circle in hope
Free to pick love


Swaying branches, swinging singing, it is as if the foliage arranged this dance for me, a dance in the robe of joy colored in autumn underlined the essence of life itself.    


Yet so freely and gracefully offered
Yet so far from mind to cuddle this
Yet there is time to reverse like undo 


Howdy go gorgeous Texas, greetings in the flavor of peace and colored of harmony gentlemen.



Nothing much I have to say today, nor any declarations or statements.

Only one thing I have in mind friends. And this it is:

What is the fuel that starts a war?

And in the back of rumbling misty mind I got the line: “Always deeper when it is about Torah”

What indeed can one do or neglect to do to avoid a fight?



What is the thin line that is remarkable and noteworthy in this matter of issue?


Huge smile and a sparkle in the eye “Don´t you guys just love me grammar?”


Yom Kippur is somewhere in the neighborhood! But one thing for sure Shabbat is just about to enter.


Gentlemen the light is shining, keep it going.


Shabbat Shalom
Fractal Lone resting in eternity


What I think, I create
What I feel, I attract

What I imagine, I become

onsdag den 24. september 2014

Shana Tova




Okay so far so good folks!! Thus far is how I was able to go without, well almost without having any words about Aslan the great!


Huge smile Texas how are you in your robe of autumn, oh dressed as gorgeous as always. Chill chili, sleeves let snuggle and an aroma of warmth run through all the veins. Texas I remember your heartbeat and beauty.


Gentlemen what a day, sunshine embrace our hearts, friends let´s allow it to be shown, you are you and I am me and what the heck, let´s smile in a way so all can see ~ Shabbat is around.


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And husband was to take his brother and his wife to the airport even Denmark is a small country, airport at a distance within a few hours.


Day was late evening and became silent approximately one hour after midnight.


Wonder wondering - did I ever mention a dog named Aslan?? And besides best dog in the Universe, really not an early bird that dog!


As husband going by car most of the night his wife ordered bread from bakery and morning coffee! Oh my that dog looked as if them people really were insane this morning – a dog leaving beauty sleep, and specially THIS dog.   


But a dog is a heard animal, he trudged his paws into the kitchen area. Trip went okay and was pretty fast in taking off to the land pillow and dreamy quilt, he needed sleep!


Doing any exercises around the dog, no matter HOW sleepy, yo friends I tell ya, is out of the question.


And I got this bright idea, aha, an enjoyable walk. That was a tired “half hearted dog walk” folks!


Entire day was almost without energy for play!


Ah the reason I am typing typos about this day is actually the destination for brother and wife is nothing else but the US.


Gentlemen, can I paint with a color dashed a bit envy here?  

Oregon was the state, I was told. Then he mentioned: “lumber state”

My geography knowledge and the knowledge about Oregon is about, totally zero!



But you know, I got this friend this wise, wise …..

And I go go Google



A family member, uncle or something is living there and I really have to get Oregon to become a reality, in where the heck in the US is this state, AND what the heck is it with all them matches!


And what I find is impressive, smiles but folks what in the US are not impressive ~ it would be rather nice to visit Oregon and them mighty matches but, huge smile BUT I´d rater go visit Texas!


Gentlemen, a hope of the year to come, may planet earth be dressed in the robe of peace and joy.

To you my friends from heart surly I wish you the best Shana Tova.

A fractal resting in eternity, walking the dusty road in the mill to trot!

Lone

P. S yo and as posting this letter on blog, I found a picture with a rainbow and the words:

“It takes courage to grow up and be who you really are.” 

torsdag den 18. september 2014

Peek the Time!






Good evening gentlemen.


Autumn of beauty is dancing around the sphere of people talking the language of the Danes.


It is weird, evenings so mild and tender this year. Sun is smiling and it is as warmth is proclaiming that summer is not in the mood of leaving here.



Who blames summer Denmark are a beauty and a rare jewel!!



I am sitting here in my green cave, reflecting over what influence my thoughts, my words and my actions has in the time to come.



I mean do you have any idea of what kind of impact one is creating in the entire Universe?



If anyone has the idea of none what so ever – one can just take a peek into what happened during time.



For instance what happened from the time Torah was just a whisper, then a written statement which became what we today knows as Judaism and later the cradle of Christianity.


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And the reason for my pondering wondering voyage is this girl. I noticed a post from a girl in a group few days ago. It was saying something like:



“Please can I ask for help here? During 4-5 years did I study the Bible and still very confused, what part is the Bible and Jesus doing for me today? How do you guys feel about Bible? And the main character of the Bible named Jesus? Do you believe the stories about Jesus are trustworthy?”



Well friends, I will spare you for the Danish version (Huge smile, feel free to applaud gentlemen!!)



And as I remember how frustrated I was at the time I began reading Bible I told her if she would like and if she could imagine if I can be of any assistance I would surely be as helpful as possible.


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Huge sigh gentlemen, I wonder can you ever imagine how rough this grammar of yours can attack here!!


Still in times I wonder – did this end out in a proper understanding – sigh or did I just express the opposite of what was my intention the first place!


This day is such a day, and I ask of you folks to bear with me and, and read it with a small amount of salt!! (This is a Danish way to express it might be a little bit unintended incorrect) and since I did not succeed in selling the grammar!!


Here we are!


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Wow friends it ended up in me creating a group for this – she and I are to begin a Bible study, you bet I am totally excited.


AND as I know what the impact of papacy – we will travel through time and space and might end up in all kinds of interesting stuff.


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AND then we ends up in where I began – huge hug huge smile – we better go go take extremely care not to make as much turbulence in the Universe as Papal ever done!!

Let´s behave the beehive gents! No inquisition or which burnings.


At least ~ not during Shabbat!!

Gentlemen ~ Shabbat Shalom ~ let´s rock N Roll so pope can hear us!!


Fractal Lone