“However,
when a person couldn’t care less about his security or finding a place to
relax, or about being rewarded in this world or the world to come; when he
wants only one thing – to discover the truth – he then discovers the wisdom of
Kabbalah. Such a person has sought after all desires and revealed their
emptiness. He neglects them because they are based on compromising with his
consciousness, “sweeping things under the table” so to speak, and they make him
ignore the painful inner questions. The desire to discover the truth makes him
incapable of lying to himself, and ready for anything as long as it leads to
the truth. The point in the heart is speaking within such a person, and not his
earthly desires, his heart.”
I found my way into the heart of Torah.
Torah is a Kabbalah book.
Whether it is discomfort of the reader or the people
listening – or both, I should not know.
A person who has studied Kabbalah does not have a heart
to create discomfort.
And in that way this letter is to be posted on my blog, I
will take no steps towards mailing these words.
I was born in the Christian mind pattern; I have traveled
a distance of light year. Picked and removed leave by leave what was not of
Torah, I came out of the religion of the Roman Empire.
Torah my love my way my life ~ Torah is the Spiritual
walk of a human being, I am such a person.
Kabbalah is nothing about belief; it is a way of mapping
energy in the entire beautiful
Universe.
Universe.
Powerful Mighty Beautiful Universe – that only responds
on each of my actions, that might be thoughts, that might be deeds, but always
for each action there is a reaction.
One gets to know and understand human beings very well in
the study of Kabbalah, one gets to know and understand one self and, why human
beings behave as they do. Also do I understand what brought me to this point of
time – for this I am grateful.
“Lone,
let me express our gratitude for your friendship. The men in our prison ministry
enjoyed getting your letters. But, as they became to more express kabala than
the Bible, we were not comfortable sharing them. I understand that we each have
our own religious walk, and it's OK to be different as long as we are on the
same path. It just seems that we have different paths
now.”
Such
was the words that brought me to the understanding. My thought of once to visit
the prison named Jordan Unit will never be.
Love and respect
I am reaching after Gan Eden.
Lone









